Gloomy week accompanied with a downhearted heart, twice in a row.
16th OCT 2011
It was like finally, my book-out day! First thing first, you! I admitted that my mind only contained you. As soon as I put down my super heavy, rushed to the toilet and bathe. Here I go, Allan Teh is heading out to see his love one. Thinking that it will took me an hour plus to reach Yishun, I took a cab without hesitation. It was a 20min drive compared to an hour of trip inclusive of bus, train and walk.
Settle down at Thai Express for lunch. Pure awesomeness I could say, not because of the food but is the person that is sitting right in front me. Glittering eyes of his which make me can't stop looking!
Gosh, every sweet moments of this is coming to an end. KBOX is the source of this problem. I was filled with excitement and extremely enthusiastic initially. The first hour was okay. However during the next hour, busy fingers of yours, non-stopping of tapping on your IPhone, made me feel that I've been left out totally. I was wondering to myself what should I do next? This hurts quite badly.
Not being petty and showing my distressed feelings to you, I assumed that we can go for dinner and everything will be back to normal. Deciding at one corner and the decision made by you was to go home. Made a forceful smile to you. As I turned around, my heart sank, strolling to the MRT station with disappointment. Thinking why must I took a cab and spent less than 4 hours together. Felt so stupid at that moment. Everything seemed so worthless at that point of time.
Since then, I realized your feeling for me had already faded off slowly.
Story Continued,
Feeling low because I got to book in soon! Waiting sweetly for you to wake up so that at least I can have a last look of yours. Nevertheless, you woke up late so I can only see you rather than having dinner with you. As per normal, excited to the maximum cos at least I am able to see you, even if it's one minute, I am already contented.
Half way through to my destination, you texted me not to find you because you are eating with your mummy, I held back the taxi uncle and ask him to U-turn. Down in the mouth, tears rolled down my cheeks. Uncontrollable minds wandering around my head, aimlessly.
